I'm truly sorry...
So, it is me... Disnerd1989
I have been trying for a couple of hours now and I cannot get into my old account.
I know I have said this before and that my actions didn't make it seem very sincere, but I really am sorry for all the issues that arose from my Birthday Zap Game and that my response was to log out and ignore it. As I said last time, I have been suffering from anxiety for the past few years. The thought of sorting all the problems that arose made me anxious, which made it harder to sort them. The more anxious I got, the bigger the problems became and the more anxious I became. Vicious cycle.
I came on here to right the wrong before and ending up fleeing again, so I completely understand if you have all lost trust in me. Please try to understand that this is down to mental illness and it is not something that I actively chose to do.
I really want to fix it this time and I will do everything I can not to get overwhelmed. I'm going to enlist my boyfriend's help so he can keep me calm and right all the wrongs.
If you took part in my Birthday Zapping Game, sent out a zap and never received one, then please let me know and PM me your address (I no longer have it). I will do whatever I can to ensure I zap you myself by the end of the year.
I don't know what else to say. I hope I can earn my place back in the community, but I will understand if nobody wants anything to do with anything I try to organise in the future
I have been trying for a couple of hours now and I cannot get into my old account.
I know I have said this before and that my actions didn't make it seem very sincere, but I really am sorry for all the issues that arose from my Birthday Zap Game and that my response was to log out and ignore it. As I said last time, I have been suffering from anxiety for the past few years. The thought of sorting all the problems that arose made me anxious, which made it harder to sort them. The more anxious I got, the bigger the problems became and the more anxious I became. Vicious cycle.
I came on here to right the wrong before and ending up fleeing again, so I completely understand if you have all lost trust in me. Please try to understand that this is down to mental illness and it is not something that I actively chose to do.
I really want to fix it this time and I will do everything I can not to get overwhelmed. I'm going to enlist my boyfriend's help so he can keep me calm and right all the wrongs.
If you took part in my Birthday Zapping Game, sent out a zap and never received one, then please let me know and PM me your address (I no longer have it). I will do whatever I can to ensure I zap you myself by the end of the year.
I don't know what else to say. I hope I can earn my place back in the community, but I will understand if nobody wants anything to do with anything I try to organise in the future