ZAPPED! You guys always makes me feel better!
So Im haveing a really bad day, actually week. My mom has been very sick and I just learned that they will do surgery on her on friday and then we need to wait for the test results to see if her cancer is back. Im devistated. My mom is my best friend!
And if that is not enough im not feeling very good my self. Right now Im in so much pain. It usually goes up and down, some months are better and some are worse. Now my body is really giving me a hard time. I hate feeling like this! Im a 35 year old in a 75 year old body. The worst part is that I know it will only get worse with time. But Im just not ready to give up yet! I love my work and I have many more years to come of running around with my kids!
I need to be strong in front of my girls. Because this is inherited both my girls has this stupid thing too and I dont want them to see my pain and fear their future.
But this was not supposed to be a pity party! I wont let this thing beat me! Im an expert to hide it and most people around me dont even know Im sick
But as I started this post with, today was a bad day and when I for home I was totally beat. Then I saw 2 packages is the mail.
When I opened them they were full of birthday gifts for my girls!!! Nothing could have made me happier! Dont know how to thank tou guys!
First it was a package with 2 cute princess pin pouches and 6 pins for the girls collections from David, Amy, Darlene and Nena! Thanks you so much!!!
Then there was a big package from Crystal / poohlady5. It was 2 princess purses, one Ariel and one Belle and they were filled with some amazing pins! Many of them really big wants on my girls lists. It was way more than I expected when I accepted her wish to send the girls aomething SMALL!!!
i just want to thank you guys for brightening my day and make me forget the pain for a while and I promise you that the gifts will be very loved and treaured when the girls get thwm on their birthday. Cant wait to give it to them!
And if that is not enough im not feeling very good my self. Right now Im in so much pain. It usually goes up and down, some months are better and some are worse. Now my body is really giving me a hard time. I hate feeling like this! Im a 35 year old in a 75 year old body. The worst part is that I know it will only get worse with time. But Im just not ready to give up yet! I love my work and I have many more years to come of running around with my kids!
I need to be strong in front of my girls. Because this is inherited both my girls has this stupid thing too and I dont want them to see my pain and fear their future.
But this was not supposed to be a pity party! I wont let this thing beat me! Im an expert to hide it and most people around me dont even know Im sick
But as I started this post with, today was a bad day and when I for home I was totally beat. Then I saw 2 packages is the mail.
When I opened them they were full of birthday gifts for my girls!!! Nothing could have made me happier! Dont know how to thank tou guys!
First it was a package with 2 cute princess pin pouches and 6 pins for the girls collections from David, Amy, Darlene and Nena! Thanks you so much!!!
Then there was a big package from Crystal / poohlady5. It was 2 princess purses, one Ariel and one Belle and they were filled with some amazing pins! Many of them really big wants on my girls lists. It was way more than I expected when I accepted her wish to send the girls aomething SMALL!!!
i just want to thank you guys for brightening my day and make me forget the pain for a while and I promise you that the gifts will be very loved and treaured when the girls get thwm on their birthday. Cant wait to give it to them!
