ZAPPED! Damn Docfish2u--zapped me out my funk
well incase some of you didnt read my whinny thread about having to cancel my bday trip to san diego/anehiem/LA ----needless to say i was sad. All this has been due to some pretty rough financial stuff. It is gonna be ok, just a difficult time that we didnt anticipate and i got into a deep funk.
First i did take a step back and smack myself in the face because there are 50 other worse situations i could be in and i should count my BLESSINGS at we do have and how healthy everyone is (beside my barfing over stress)
With all that being said this moring i awoke to mail.
I see Davids return addy and cant even open it cause i know we have not traded and i know he did something great and i almost feel guilty cause i cant repay his kindness currently. So looky what i got, i screamed and cried alittle not just cause i WANTED this pin but because i needed a friend....as many of you have supported me on here and Tinker and Jrdsmom on the phone. this made my day
I really wanted it mostly because she is with her dad and i have a wonderful dad and it reminds me of him...except we are not Chinese. 
so here is the vision at my house today
me in my very sexy flannel pjs with penguins on them, my hugh Hefner robe on WITH MY PIN ON IT, i am cooking after finally being able to food shop.....ribs on, ham in, turnips and macn cheese stove top, choc bread pudding in over bacon in fryer and homemade sauce brewing. DISNEY 75 yrs of music playing!!!
I feel much much better, except im crying again as i type. Maybe need hormones.:facepalm:
thanks David for turning my brain around and help remind me things are not that bad and to stay poitive and its ok to lean on your friends!! i love you and i love DPF and all of you! No im not drinking---- YET
First i did take a step back and smack myself in the face because there are 50 other worse situations i could be in and i should count my BLESSINGS at we do have and how healthy everyone is (beside my barfing over stress)
With all that being said this moring i awoke to mail.
I see Davids return addy and cant even open it cause i know we have not traded and i know he did something great and i almost feel guilty cause i cant repay his kindness currently. So looky what i got, i screamed and cried alittle not just cause i WANTED this pin but because i needed a friend....as many of you have supported me on here and Tinker and Jrdsmom on the phone. this made my day
so here is the vision at my house today
me in my very sexy flannel pjs with penguins on them, my hugh Hefner robe on WITH MY PIN ON IT, i am cooking after finally being able to food shop.....ribs on, ham in, turnips and macn cheese stove top, choc bread pudding in over bacon in fryer and homemade sauce brewing. DISNEY 75 yrs of music playing!!!
I feel much much better, except im crying again as i type. Maybe need hormones.:facepalm:
thanks David for turning my brain around and help remind me things are not that bad and to stay poitive and its ok to lean on your friends!! i love you and i love DPF and all of you! No im not drinking---- YET
